oh christ im so. im so happy i could cry because of how happy i am! i don’t care about anything bad any more. i don’t care about school grades and i know i’m doing badly at the moment and i’m sort of anxious all the time i worry so so much and i’m very very nervous about going back to school on monday but

i can do this!!! i can do this. i can do this because there are people who care about me. there are people who don’t care for me too, but that’s alright!! because the world is such a vast place, around every corner there are strangers i cannot wait to meet and i’m going to live making new friends and i won’t be able to befriend every single soul but that’s totally ok, people are people and they’re interesting and complex and i just want to get to know them!! and life has so many other things to offer too, like, here you go a new friend but OH!!! look at these stars too!! and look at the things you can do, you can draw and listen to music and read and go for long walks and go on the internet and write and learn about all sorts of things.. we have colours to offer and cute fuzzy animals and beautiful scenery and everything will be ok. just look at some nice pastel shades of purple and blue and know that there are things that will be beyond your control but it’ll be alright

everything is alright

we are here to smile and i love you!